Wow, I've been quite neglectful of The Canon and anything else.
I have been trying to program in Dungeons and Dragons: Pool of Radiance into RPG Maker. I thought I would have known better by now.

I am wondering if I would I be best staying away from such creatures. I mean dragons, furries, and those types. I would be better hanging out with one or two people that see things the way I see them in idea, practice, relgiousity, the canon, Templet Avatar, or whatnot.

It was and is extremely hard to roleplay as I used to because of very important items:

• Writing is a bit more sacred to me because of how I have used it personally and the attachments to me. Writing to me is a higher process, especially when I do it myself, creatively and otherwise.
• I stay away from getting into too much new material, especially creative written material, both because I have read quite a bit of it, and I'm afraid of copying it and thus breaking pacts and rights with all those artists who have written it.
• I can't be myself in roleplay and fictatuous characters because it is already set and the particular character cannot be used on a public site, it is only displayed on my top level domain http://www.dropioc.info.

So, I am on a quest for a least someone else or some others that liken to the idea or have created a true Templet Avatar. This guage of truely creating one is such as I have put before.
To date, I have only found one that is close.
Unfortunately, it is not there as it is just common fiction sounding and not something more. However, Kuwaizair's nyathea could potentially be molded into one, but oneself has to be behind it in certain ways.

I think I should worry about my own stuff and Templet Avatar. I have really been neglecting it. Then, I can search for any others of this level.

I am not doing this for publicity but all those out there who suppose they have a character for roleplay really aren't true and anymore spectacular. If they would only put them and mold them to the next level. I would admire that much more.

God does most certainly exist and Jesus was most certainly his son. Yet we are all created by him, even his own son was. Are we not his children?

I am on the Religion mode again, if it can be called religion if only made alive by livejournal, the internet, and myself. I don't want to force any particular points of The Canon on anyone.

Ah such memories, both good and bad from that old MUCK alfandria . I myself would be all the more happy in helping bringing such a MUCK back to it's original or similar operating status. The prospect all would tickle me pink. I would volunteer a donation at least.

It all depends on the community. If they were serious, they would use a CMS for the website part of it such as Xoops, like I have used in http://dropioc.info

Such hubs like this: http://www.draconian.com/ would be in such a competition as well as with current Muck's such as FurryMUCK.

It's just the people and interest. What about alt.fan.dragons? How is that Newsgroup going?

Thankfully it is still going, phew: http://groups.google.com/group/alt.fan.dragons/msg/e882e09bff3d21e2

Why couldn't people jsut go onto Second Life or make a Visual MMORP to utilize old Alt.Fan.Dragon's previous splendour. A visual MUCK would be beautiful but would require many many talented drawing folks.

It appears http://www.wyrm.org.uk/afd/ is broken, although the Homesite displays okay.

I'm dissapointed. The community seems to be broken in a way. If there isn't even a central website anymore. This is important.

The official site of the Usenet group: http://www.dragonweyr.com/afd.htm

http://www.dmbh.org/portal/alt.fan.dragons/other_alt.fan.dragons.html

It tends to make me defensive, and shadowed when I try to open up to other persons about beliefs an religion. I sort of don't want to find that someone has taken my idea of my beliefs. I am afraid of being humiliated in that respect.  Yet, by virtue of them, it won't matter if someone takes them or not.

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I am still in the Introduction phase of this journal, being that I have to make up time lost on Livejournal.

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My Ideals for my own religious practices do not allow me to have children because of the drain and attachment. However, it does not necessarily limit the acts that lead to create them. They can possibly anchor oneself and limit one's abilities.

Well, I've considered that case anyways. It's not entirely true that Children actually will not allow one to ascend is actually not true. However, it is still a particular barred ability, and to smite the creator by creating ones mirror image in a combinative makeup. When I write it here, it does convince me that this really have no particular truth in what i have set out of the ideas I will subscribe to for any spirtual or metaphysical manifestation of structure. In other words, I believed it should not be in it's place before, but I believe it should be in it's place now.

I realize I have to explain the relative metaphysic abilities that my ideas say are relatively granted.

If one creates a child here, one halves their relative abilities for a temporary time. I would consider that the powers can grow or be enabled back, but a slight impartment that is permanent might be made. Then again, if one finds and marries another or is in such a partnership that eventually leads to the creation of kids, the power between the two of them is at it's peak until that point.

Anyways, as for me, yes kids are a possibility but I doubt I am going to have any. I don't really want to pain someone I would care about with birth and the pains associated with it.

Amazing, Here I sit watching The Ninth Gate. Lately watching this after self-publishing my own book and even before when I was writing it, I tend to have an odd drive to maintain and bolster my own 'religion'. I really don't like to consider it a religion. I don't really want followers. I really just provide a template. If others want to follow in my footsteps, I doubt I would ever know. Even if I did, oh well, maybe I would be able to make money off of a book on the instructions. Unfortunately, I think it has already been attempted here: http://www.apath.org/creating_religion.html

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I started off this journal with a weird and fully engaged entry. I don't mean this journal to be like that, at least not one of the central options.

I will try to remedy the situation with a better introduction.

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I was wanting to officially attain another level, another level of power I should say. The stupid video game reference matters very little. Level up and level up, it is just a familiar gauge of where I am. I actually would put myself higher, maybe 65 to 75. 

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